Go Away

The closer I go
The farther it takes me
hating to leave behind
painful to go further
complicated it gets
Confusing are the decisions
Oh! I was happy alone
Noone to care about me
Not a soul to worry for

I want to go back there
stay emotionless
live detached
easier is life that way
I cannot take pain anymore
My heart aches
You made it tough
yes I blame it on you!
I am back where I started again
Strong was my heart
fearless I was
Now I have to lose you
Where I will be losing myself

But since you say it's good
I have another diversion to take
how tough this is!
I don't know if I will move on
You made me cry again
I don't know how to protect my heart
For it is more precious
so yes, I am going to be alone
Forever and ever
It is best that way,
To stay alone forever!
Go away and give me the lonely days back!