I am Sorry!

You were in need of me

I was not by your side

You craved to hold my hand

I ignored all your calls

You longed to talk to me

How cruel I was to ignore you

I thought we had moved on

All set on different paths

Living our lives, doing our thing

And when I chose a new beginning

why did you come again?

I ripped your heart out

And played with your feelings

Yet you smiled and supported me

How cruel I am to hurt you

How mean I am to ignore your wish

Now I want you back to give a hug

Listen to what you have to say

But you are nowhere to be found

I am drowning in the ground

and sinking in guilt

How am I going to get past this?

How do I apologize and go guilt-free

I talk you every night hoping you can hear me

I am sorry my love, I am sorry for my arrogance

I am sorry I hurt you, I am sorry I ignored you

I am sorry I cannot fix things anymore

I am sorry you are gone and never coming again

I am sorry that I cannot say those words when you died

I am sorry I held you back for so many days

Here I am letting you go, rest in peace my dear love

I know you will have a special place in heaven

Where you will be pampered and loved forever

And finally I wanted to let you know

I might find another love who loves me the way you did

But you will remain the love of my life

You will remain in my heart forever and ever