I am Happy Without You

That moment I looked into your eyes

I saw my world in them

The beginning and end of my life

I surrendered myself to you

Everything I thought about was you

All day and night, every minute and second

Every song I listened to,

Every moment I spent alone and in company

Your thoughts filled my head and heart

Your words kept echoing in my ears

The moment you blush when I say I love you

I treasured every second I spent with you

Those dreams we dreamt together

The stars we saw together when we stayed away

The clouds we gave shapes and named

The beautiful kisses we shared on a rainy day

In a lonely street where it was just us and our love

The flaring passion we had for each other

It seemed like a world outside the world

A universe that existed only for us

We lived our lives for each other

Today I saw you for a minute

That minute when we crossed each other

My heart skipped a beat and fumbled 

You stopped walking, hoping I would talk

Our eyes met for seconds but I kept walking

I didn't want to go back from where I came

I took the painful path, a path I want to burn

I am not going back for it is not wise

And it is not worth the pain you put me through

I live a happy life now,

A life that is only about me and my decisions

A world that consists of only me and the things I love

The songs that doesn't remind me of you but music

The stars that reminds me of my loved ones

A lonely walk in the rain felt like bliss

I didn't cry anymore and I'd like it that way

You are not a part of me anymore

For you are not worth a place in my heart

It did not matter that you are not with me

What mattered was the pain in your eyes

For it shows you still love me

Of course, the love hasn't died and yes it hurts

But what matters the most now is

I am happy without you