The dilemma

More broken you are than I am

More torn up your soul than mine

More love you have than me

Less realization you do than I

More distance I put between us

The closer you get and make a fuss

More I run and hide from you

Faster you find and trap me in

Farther I go so you won't come

Faster you come and smile at me

A weakness I will regret for life

You rip my soul and mend it again

You make my life so unstable

Happiness is what I prefer over you

I hide, I run, I cringe and scream

It hurts to stay and it hurts to smile

You don’t see my heart oozing blood

Go away and never come back

For life is once and I can’t cry anymore

I can’t beg and I won’t lie

You are the be all and end all of my life

Come here and stay with me

But make a promise to make me smile

Come in the night and cuddle with me

Swear to me that I can see your eyes in the daylight

Come here and love me

Kiss me like you mean it and Love me like it’s not lust

No! No! I don’t want you to come

For what’s stake is my happiness

So, go away and never come back

Until you can love me like you did

Go away and never come back

Even if you can love me like you did.

Go away and never come back

So I can experience happiness

Go away and never come back

For I prefer being happy over you!